Saturday, 15 March 2014

Tekanan...

Bila aku berlaku jahat memang akan mengundang masalah, malah bila aku berlaku baik pun masalah tetap akan dtg tanpa diundang. Sesungguhnya tidak aku nafikan, ada ketika aku tidak mampu mengelak daripada menghadapi tekanan dalam menjalani kehidupan...

Apa yang berlaku semuanya bersebab dan itu juga yang aku pegang dari dulu hingga bila2. Tiada yang berlaku tanpa sebab. Samada benda baik atau sebaliknya. Langit tak sentiasa cerah, namun hujan tetap akan berhenti. Ada perkara kita tak perlu tahu mengapa ia terjadi dan mengapa terjadi pada kita...

It Felt Weird!!

It felt weird that my body was changing and was no longer my own. I tried to lose it but I either fail or just give up. People said what matters is health, exercise and how you feel about your body. If only it was that simple...

Tuesday, 4 March 2014

Piss Off...

Smlm aku rasa marah sangat2! Aku bengang woooo!! Piss off to the max!! Yg aku tak boleh tahan, Super Duper Lazy Bum + Queen Drama dia!! Kalau main wayang, double confirm dpt anugerah! Hehehe.... ~( ̄▽ ̄)~

Dulu, mungkin aku rasa kesian la tgk dia mcm tu (aku ni type yg mudah rasa kesian) tapi kesabaran tu ada batasnya! Skrg aku jadi menyampah, meluat dan nak ketawa tgk dia. Rasa takde apa2 perasaan. Hati aku ni dah heartless kot! Hahaha... 

Elok jgk kalau mcm tu! I know, I know, tak sepatut ne aku berperasaan mcm tu, tapi nak buat camne?? She asked for it!! She step my tail!! (◣_◢) Apa puncanya sampai jadi mcm tu? Penjelasan yg paling mudah, sbb cemburu! Sikap dia yg iri hati, cemburu dan hasad dengki tak habis2!! Cari rezeki, tak perlu lah ada hasad dengki dan busuk hati...

Kuman diseberang laut nmpk, gajah didepan mata tak nmpk. Manusia selalu condong kpd memperbesar2kan cacat cela dan kesalahan2 org lain dan meletakkan dirinya sbg seorang yg selalu baik, tdk salah dan jujur...

I'm actually a nice person and don't get mad often until you pissed me off!! I Hate Drama! She is the Biggest Drama Queen!!! (`_´)

Monday, 24 February 2014

Masa...

Cepat betul masa berlalukan. Ni dah Isnin. Pejam celik, pejam celik, Isnin balik. Esok dah mula kerja. Waaa... mana nk cari mood kerja ni! Mood santai kat rumah ada la... (^_−)☆
Apakah aku seorang yang terasa betapa pantasnya hari berlalu? Atau apakah aku kini terlampau sibuk dgn kehidupan seharian? Atau sememangnya masa lebih pantas berdetik dari dahulu??

Monday, 17 February 2014

Sick...

I've been kind of sick. Slight fever, sore throat & coughing. But I couldn't drink the cough medicine at all because, well you know how they can make you super sleepy and stuff. If I take the medicine, I couldn't stay up, worse, I probably couldn't get up in the morning...

Saturday, 15 February 2014

Sleep Late...

Sekarang yang aku tau, aku selalu tidur lambat. Lepas tu, nanti susah nak bangun pagi. Tak tau ke kena kerja.!! Hishh...

Tuesday, 21 January 2014

Weight Out Of Control...

~ I'm so FRUSTRATED! I keep GAINING WEIGHT!! (个_个) Honestly I didn't really notice that I gained THAT MUCH until today. Well, I never thought I'd have to write something like this but silly me! Feel so annoyed with myself! I don't understand!!! I keep gaining so much weight so quickly!! I'm scared it won't stop. I frequently feel tired or have low energy. I'm seriously thinking about starving myself. I feel so trapped and it really gets me upset just to think about how stupid I AM for letting this disease take over my life!!!#frustrated