Sometimes, I hate caring too much. Yes, hate. Sometimes we just care too much but the other just don’t see it. At times I go to the extra length and my care exceed to no limit. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. These situations eat up my energy, play on my mind and causing stress. I end up hurting myself...
I start to notice that I should stop this habit of mines. Sometimes, when you care too much, it brings frustrations when others don’t appreciate it. Why bother? I don't know whether I deserve to not be cared about or do people just really do not bother anymore. I can't seem to emphasise on this enough...
I really do not know what to do. Should I care or not? Some people be like ” Just care a bit, but not too much.” Well… I CANT! It’s a black and white decision for me. There’s no in between. It’s black or white. Sometimes, I wish I didn’t care too much...
