Masa kecil2 dulu kalau menangis, nak menangis sekuat yang boleh. Nak semua dengar, nak semua orang beri perhatian. Bila dah besar, kalau rasa nak nangis pun, kita mesti jauhkan diri daripada orang. Menangis sorang2. Menangis yang tiada suara. Tapi air mata banjir. Tertekan. Rasa nak jerit keluarkan semua. Duduk dalam bilik. Jerit sepuas hati. Sampai anak tekak terkeluar. Tiada siapa dengar. Makin kita besar, makin banyak kita simpan sorang2. Apa boleh buat. Itu je pilihan yang ada...
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Having surgery today in the afternoon. Can't sleep. I'm scheduled for a plantar fascia topaz surgery. I will be doing my left foot f...
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~ I miss the old times (▰˘︹˘▰) I miss the old ways. Those good old days are gone. Good memories just seem to fade away...
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I have to deal with negative people at some point in my lives. Encounters with such people are stressful and emotionally draining and most o...
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Sometimes, I hate caring too much. Yes, hate. Sometimes we just care too much but the other just don’t see it. At times I go to the extra l...
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Bila mimpi pelik2 mula la aku fikir yg bukan2, ada org cakap jgn percaya, ada org cakap tu signal something yg kita perlu beringat. Wallahu...
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Letih mahu menghadapi mereka. Hingga ke saat ini, aku masih ingat dengan jelas suara yang menghina dan menengking ku. Masih jelas diingatan....
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Sejak kebekangan ni, aku kerap sakit je...grrrrr! Kesihatan tak berapa baik sekarang. Sakit berterusan. Ada yang tanya kenapa asyik tak siha...
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At times, people seem to believe that they stepped straight out of a superhero comic book. They believe that they know everything very well....
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I just feel like writing and pouring my heart out here about what I feel, how's my day going and everything, so that I would feel calm l...