~ I'm so FRUSTRATED! I keep GAINING WEIGHT!! (个_个) Honestly I didn't really notice that I gained THAT MUCH until today. Well, I never thought I'd have to write something like this but silly me! Feel so annoyed with myself! I don't understand!!! I keep gaining so much weight so quickly!! I'm scared it won't stop. I frequently feel tired or have low energy. I'm seriously thinking about starving myself. I feel so trapped and it really gets me upset just to think about how stupid I AM for letting this disease take over my life!!!#frustrated
